Jul 11, 2007 16:54
So my life story. Work. Spend money. Eat. Drinking. And hanging out. It is the same thing everyday. Get up go to work work all day, come home and nap. Then hang out with friends or family. Mom and John come home friday night or saturday. Started mvoing ALLLLLL my shiiiiiit across the street today. My birthday was last saturday and it was fun. Dinner with my sister, grandma, and stevie. Then we came home and partyed. I have no money. And it really sucks bad. I am getting a new tattoo on friday. Stevie paid the deposit. So I owe 80. Was going to switch to tmobile this weekend but it is not looking like it is going to happen. but maybe. I owe my mom and dad some money. And they owe me some too. I need to buy sheets, towels, and other stuffffff. It is all a shade of blue? picked it all out at target. I have been watching reruns of Laguna Beach alot. And I got Will and Grace season five on dvd. And well I haven't watched it at all yet. I can't wait until august when I get to take a vacation to minnesota...if i can afford it. I really can't stand the heat or anything of this place. I mean if I could get my shit straight and move on I would. Forrest and I are so strange. One day its one thing and everything is okay. Then the next I am heartbroken again. I just don't know what to do. I hate being heartbroken but I love being with him. I just he can't get shit straight he just doesnt know about everything. AHHHHHHH I am so confused. I just want things to get better. I want things to be good again. I wish I wasn't growing up. I want to go abck to when I got to live at home for free. and eat for free and be free....yeah I am free now but how can you be free with no money, a shirtty car, and well shit....I don't know. Fuck this shit. I am done I guess