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You know what..I have a million little worries and daily stresses, but everything is alright. I just got a new job at jo ann fabrics so saturday is my last day at panera. It's been almost a year, and I can't wait to get away from there because there is a lot of drama and favoritism, but hey that's life, and i know i might actually miss it too. My first job *sniff* haha.
School is alright we're getting down to the final projects now and it seems like everything is getting hard because this is when it counts. my dad says that if i finish out this year and pass all of my classes with a c or better he will get me a new car. but its going to be a saturn because he says that is the only car company that he trusts.
but thats alright with me because anything is better than the crappy van that i drive now. it starts shaking when it goes past 55 mph and the alignment is off, the shocks are bad, the breaks are bad, i think there's an oil leak, but my dad says he doesnt want to put any money into fixing it because he doesn't think that it's worth it so he wants me to just drive it until it blows up and we will get something else. me myself, i'm kinda scared because when it blows up i will be stuck in the middle of the road. i hope i have denise with me like usual so that atleast i wont be by myself.
my home life is alright i'm getting along with my parents just fine. my dad is in the mountains of PA right now bear hunting with his cousins. i hope everything goes alright and no one does anything dumb and gets hurt haha. since my dad is gone my mom is kinda lonely so i have been spending time with her. we went out for breakfast and lunch yesterday and we went shopping with tiff and billy last night and we baked cookies and we're going to have dinner together tonight.
i have a meeting tonight at 8 about a marketing meeting. i'm not really sure what it's all about and idk if i'm even going to go to it. my mom and sister say that it's really stupid my mom says that they did something like that before and they lost a lot of money and friends because of it so she doesnt think i should do it but because i am an adult now they dont really tell me what to do they are letting me make my own decisions which is a good thing because that's what they have had problems with in the past, making all of my decisions for me. well not anymore.
a lot is new since the last time i wrote in here. i got my nose pierced on my bday and i got a 3rd hole in my ears. i dyed my hair red. i have been hanging out a lot and talking to a lot of cool people and have made some new friends especially through denise it seems like she always knows someone new!
well boys haha that is most def an interesting subject. lets see there is my good friend podres who is always there for me if i need someone to call or hang out with at 1 am. and he helps me with everything i want and need to know about cars. then there is this new guy named chance that i met through denise they work together. he is really cute and funny, but he's a player and he admitted it, he said he doesn't like relationships but he's kissed me a few times and told me that he likes me and i dont know what that will end up to be. but the other night we were at a hotel party and kelly had brought me there but i couldnt stay the night and podres said he would take me home and so he was leaving and he was like "are you ready" and i got up to go and chance was like "what, where are you going?" and i was like "well i have to go home and podres is leaving." chance was like "no, i can take you home." so i told podres it was fine and i stayed and podres text me a little later and was like "i hope it was worth it." what the hell does that mean? its not like we're dating or anything we're just friends so idk why he got upset. whatever. and then there is good old mike bailey. we work together at panera. he is adorable and really funny i can talk to him about anything and i like him a lot. everyone says that it's obvious that he likes me too because he always talks to me and he says i'm his favorite and they say he looks at me different and we had a work meeting last week and we sat together and everyone was asking me about it. i want to find out what he thinks of me but i dont know how to do it. should i just come right out and say it or what you know. i think kelly and him work together tonight i might have her see what she can get out of him.
whoa so i like wrote a book here! i'm at the CSM library i have a class in half an hour and i'm meeting with my group to do a project but half of them arent here..uh oh. oh well haha.
School is alright we're getting down to the final projects now and it seems like everything is getting hard because this is when it counts. my dad says that if i finish out this year and pass all of my classes with a c or better he will get me a new car. but its going to be a saturn because he says that is the only car company that he trusts.
but thats alright with me because anything is better than the crappy van that i drive now. it starts shaking when it goes past 55 mph and the alignment is off, the shocks are bad, the breaks are bad, i think there's an oil leak, but my dad says he doesnt want to put any money into fixing it because he doesn't think that it's worth it so he wants me to just drive it until it blows up and we will get something else. me myself, i'm kinda scared because when it blows up i will be stuck in the middle of the road. i hope i have denise with me like usual so that atleast i wont be by myself.
my home life is alright i'm getting along with my parents just fine. my dad is in the mountains of PA right now bear hunting with his cousins. i hope everything goes alright and no one does anything dumb and gets hurt haha. since my dad is gone my mom is kinda lonely so i have been spending time with her. we went out for breakfast and lunch yesterday and we went shopping with tiff and billy last night and we baked cookies and we're going to have dinner together tonight.
i have a meeting tonight at 8 about a marketing meeting. i'm not really sure what it's all about and idk if i'm even going to go to it. my mom and sister say that it's really stupid my mom says that they did something like that before and they lost a lot of money and friends because of it so she doesnt think i should do it but because i am an adult now they dont really tell me what to do they are letting me make my own decisions which is a good thing because that's what they have had problems with in the past, making all of my decisions for me. well not anymore.
a lot is new since the last time i wrote in here. i got my nose pierced on my bday and i got a 3rd hole in my ears. i dyed my hair red. i have been hanging out a lot and talking to a lot of cool people and have made some new friends especially through denise it seems like she always knows someone new!
well boys haha that is most def an interesting subject. lets see there is my good friend podres who is always there for me if i need someone to call or hang out with at 1 am. and he helps me with everything i want and need to know about cars. then there is this new guy named chance that i met through denise they work together. he is really cute and funny, but he's a player and he admitted it, he said he doesn't like relationships but he's kissed me a few times and told me that he likes me and i dont know what that will end up to be. but the other night we were at a hotel party and kelly had brought me there but i couldnt stay the night and podres said he would take me home and so he was leaving and he was like "are you ready" and i got up to go and chance was like "what, where are you going?" and i was like "well i have to go home and podres is leaving." chance was like "no, i can take you home." so i told podres it was fine and i stayed and podres text me a little later and was like "i hope it was worth it." what the hell does that mean? its not like we're dating or anything we're just friends so idk why he got upset. whatever. and then there is good old mike bailey. we work together at panera. he is adorable and really funny i can talk to him about anything and i like him a lot. everyone says that it's obvious that he likes me too because he always talks to me and he says i'm his favorite and they say he looks at me different and we had a work meeting last week and we sat together and everyone was asking me about it. i want to find out what he thinks of me but i dont know how to do it. should i just come right out and say it or what you know. i think kelly and him work together tonight i might have her see what she can get out of him.
whoa so i like wrote a book here! i'm at the CSM library i have a class in half an hour and i'm meeting with my group to do a project but half of them arent here..uh oh. oh well haha.