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Have you ever had that feeling that you're finally waking up? like you've been in a trance and have been blind to everything that's been going on and now you see it crystal clear and want to punch yourself for being such a friggin idiot! that's how i feel with a lot of things now. mainly dealing with people and relationships. i have been so blind to the two faced people of the world. see i used to have a horrible problem of reading into everything waaay too much so i started taking everything at face value. well now i see that i should have read into some things and i could have saved myself a lot of stress and headache. but i realize that i have definately matured in the way that i handle conflict and backstabbing now. before i would call everyone i know and yell and scream and cry but now i just calmly tell it like it is. no more bs. i have been waiting for myself to get to this point for what feels like FOREVER! and now that i finally am able to say whatever i want without holding back i feel stupid for ever holding back before because getting to the heart of a matter is what really gets things accomplished. i'm just going crazy with everyone around here right now. i'm ready for classes and cosmic to start so i can be too busy to worry about this bullshit. because that's really all that it is. come on guys we graduated so let's leave the drama back in high school where it belongs.