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so basically ive been high on life like this whole week
and i have no idea why.
things are going good now
yes i had VERY low self esteem a few days ago but ive let go of that
im tired of keeping on to something that only hurts me worse and worse
and im proud of myself
and ive realized im afraid to love someone
b/c im afraid of getting hurt
and i do i do want to love someone
but people have done alot of things to where its hard for me to trust them or even love them
it takes me the longest time to actually love someone
like with all my heart.
i do say yea i love you
and i do but not with all my heart. i mean i love all my best friends with all my heart
but there is about only one guy that i love with all my heart and he is just a friend. and he knows that.
i just wish that there would be that one guy that i could be with and then i not be afraid to love
no makeup!
still no makeup!
my hair was really straight
preston!
you cant really see but they were playing with fireworks.
preston and mike
you cant see it but its preston and mike
its katilin and mike
it was smokey b/c of the fireworks and it smelled like pickels
preston and mike. ok mike had this light thing in his mouth to lite the fireworks and he had it in his mouth and it looked like he was smoking. o dear.
katilin and me
and again. this girl is so sweet and funny. i love her!