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[ucanbmysunshine]

he led me on
i cannot belive it
he led me on
i let it happen again
i thought i was over him
i guess not
i cannot belive i let it happen again
im so stupid
i actually belived that he wanted me back for a while
im so stupid
why would he want me back? im not special
well not to him atleast
i dont kno why i bother anymore with him
my heart is so broken
i dont think

Comments

You are so wrong!

[anonymous]

That guy is an idiot and whats worse is he hurt you. Do not Ever let a guy make you feel that you are not special because you are. Any guy would be lucky to date you! It is not about finding better girls to date, it is finding the right girl for you and that you know cares about you. We all think that when our hearts get broken it will never be fixed, but all you need time to let it heal and I am sure when you find the right guy he will be able to put some of the pieces back together. In my other post I told you why someone would want to date you and you are a very special girl. I know the option of running away and never getting hurt sounds appealing, but then you miss out on your friends that care about you like yours truly. Guys that lead girls on and end up breaking their hearts are why guys get the reputation as dogs and then we all look bad even those of us that could never do that to a girl. You weren't stupid you were in love those are two completely different things. You know how people say when they are in love things are always brighter and better, well when they get their hearts broken the opposite seems true that you become sad and start to doubt yourself. I am so sorry that you got your feelings hurt. You want to be complete but you have your head, but right now your heart is the one that is broken you just need time to let it heal and surround yourself with your friends. You really aren't stupid believe me you are not sometimes our vision just gets clouded when we are in love and there are benfits/drawbacks to that but you only got to see the drawbacks this time. Believe me when you find the right guy that cares for you, you will never even give a second thought to this guy. You will get a guy that is head over heels for you, that loves being with you and tells you everything in his life, you can't see yourself without, and treats you like a queen and makes you feel better when no one can. I hope your heart heals and you forget all about this.

Re: You are so wrong!

[ucanbmysunshine]

Jason that means so much to me. thank you so much. it just hurts me that me and this guy talked for like 5 months and went out for one. i really cared for him and he said that he really cared for me and i thought that he meant that. its just weird how one min he can make me feel so complete and happy and then the next min like im all alone and depressed. i hate that. i kno that he will always have that special place in my heart but i dont want him there. i dont want someone who does these things to me. i kno that things will get better. but sometimes i wish that i would have never known him. but then i think how in the world would i get to where i am now. i thought that i was over him. i guess God had his own way , the hard way, of telling me that im not over him. i sure hope that there is a guy out there who will love me for me and put some of my heart back together.
thank you so much for what you said. it means alot to me.

[anonymous]

If you are depressed let me know if there is anything I can do to help. I would not really know about the whole change of heart thing remember I have never really dated. I hope you will feel better and God does do strange things, but he could be leading you to someone else he feels is right for you. I think there is a song about that. Believe me you will get a guy that loves you soooo much and everything you said that you prayed to God for a guy to do with you will get. I think it was a big mistake for him and sooner or later he will regret it. Still waiting for that phone call. Well, take care and don't fret over this guy too much he's not worth it.

[ucanbmysunshine]

yes he does do strange things. but he did it for a reason. haha i will dont you worry. you never kno when i will call you. it will be like a surprise. and im not going to. im going to move on. i dont want to waste my time on someone who doesnt want me.

[anonymous]

Any guy that is lucky enough to date you will be one happy person! So cheer up, smile, and laugh! I think the song I was thinking of was God Blessed the Broken Road.

[ucanbmysunshine]

huu i love that song