I betrayed my friend, Daniel...
That's right! I'm a traitor, a backstabber, a social link reverser! I took advantage of his trust and stomped it to the ground! What the hell did I do, you may ask. I opened a personal letter of his that he entrusted me to deliver to someone else. (Jesus, what is this? Animal Crossing?) However, it wasn't just any letter! It was a Valentine's Day Letter! I know, I may as well have stabbed Daniel in the heart!
However, before you shout in my face about what an absolute asshole I am, allow me to explain to you why I HAD to do it!
It all started a few months ago when I met this guy at school named Kiba. (No, that's not his real name. It's his nickname.) He's a really cool guy who loves techno music. We talked for a while and I felt an instant bond of friendship with him. Because there was a rave that weekend, I decided to invite him. However, I had an ulterior motive. He is a furry and his fursona is a white wolf. Because of that, I would think that he would get along with my friends whom 75% of them happen to be furries as well! I also had another motive, to hook him up with my friend, Dominic, because as soon as I met Kiba, I felt that Dominic and Kiba would be perfect for each other. I honestly couldn't be more right!
That weekend, my brother and I hosted a rave and much to our surprise, Kiba offered to DJ the party. Another surprise was that he is an amazing DJ! During the party, I fulfilled my ulterior motive by introducing Kiba to Dominic and they hit it off really well as I so thought they would! The chemistry between them was obvious as if they were made for each other. However, the relationship is developing nice and slow like a normal relationship which is a good thing!
Let me tell you a little about Dominic: He's a furry and his fursona is a dragon. Dominic is a really chill guy. He's sweet, friendly, cool, and attractive. (Don't think I want him. He's not my type at all.)
A few weeks later, Dominic's 17th birthday was just around the corner so he asked to host a rave at my house to celebrate. Because Dominic is a furry (including 75% of my friends) and due to the fact that it was so close to Valentine's Day, I included the theme of the party to be a Furry Valentine's Day in which everyone would dress as their own Fursona and the rave would be leaning a little more towards romantic. Unlike the last party, my friend whom I later betray, Daniel, was able to make it to this party.
The rave was absolutely amazing. No amount of words is able to describe it but I can at least say it was definitely the best rave hosted at my house so far. Then to conclude the rave, one song was played as a slow dance and all of my group of friends danced together and I was literally able to feel the bonds of our friendship as we danced. (Forgive me but I am obsessed with the Persona series)
In the middle of the party, Daniel performed his first drag show. (It wasn't the worst thing I've ever seen but I am pretty sure I could have done a better job than him.) Because it was Dominic's birthday, he got front row in a chair for Daniel to mess around with by doing raunchy acts such as lap dancing. However, because of this, I believe it was at this point Daniel became infatuated with Dominic.
Going to school with Daniel that week was almost unbearable because absolutely obsessed about Dominic. Keep in mind that Daniel just met Dominic saying such things such as "He's the one!" and "I'm in love! This IS love and I know he's in love with me back!" As I type this, I'm rolling my eyes and visualizing me yelling at Daniel 'How the fuck do you know? You just met the kid!!' Give me a fucking break! I can recall during class one day, instead of listening to a lecture, Daniel spent the entire class drawing this really shitty Valentine's Day card for him. It's hard to describe but it was nothing but a bunch of scribbles with hidden words in it such as "Rawr" and "Italian". I personally wanted to yell at him "What the fuck Daniel!? Do you honestly think that his race is a great romantic word to use??" Instead, I just bit my tongue and said "I'm sure he's going to love it..."
Even a few of my other friends whom Daniel talked to about his newfound love for Dominic also found this situation extremely affable. Elie, for example, told me he was just gonna root for Daniel to ask Dominic out just so Daniel would get rejected and thus get himself a little reality check! Honestly, it wasn't a bad idea but I was too nice to let Daniel do that to himself.
The next day at school, Daniel gave me a letter addressed to Dominic. Then he said "I'm trusting you to deliver this to Dominic." "No problem", I replied. "You can count on me!" I really was going to just give it to Dominic and had no other intentions. However, as the day progressed, I began to think 'Oh god! What if Daniel said something stupid in his Valentine like "I'm in love with you!!"' In my mind, I knew Daniel would be dumb enough to do that! Saying something like that would have stirred up more drama and made everyone uncomfortable with Daniel more than everyone already is! Keep in mind that this was only a little over a week after Daniel met Dominic and he thinks he's in love with the guy...
When I arrived at home, I immediately opened Dominic's Valentine expecting Daniel to say something drama-tastic. If there was, I would throw the Valentine away immediately and just tell Daniel I lost it. However, there wasn't anything objectionable. All it said was that Dominic was a pretty cool guy and that Daniel was glad to meet him. I felt horrendous afterward... It then completely occurred to me that I just broke Daniel's trust in the worst way possible.
I planned to give Dominic the Valentine but I completely forgot about it until the next rave when Daniel found it under my bed! (I honestly do not know how!) I was put on a guilt trip all night long by Daniel! However, the more I thought about it, the more I found that I was right about opening the Valentine!
What do you all think? Was I right in doing so?
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Also, where the fuck is everyone on LJ?? Everyone's moved over to tumblr! I decided to bite the bullet and get one too...
www.heroicstar4u2c.tumblr.com