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I never finished my note about more drama and there's a good reason why. My friend, Jessica Torrey, was going to be the main person I was going to bash on but I don't think I can do it anymore...
Let me give you an abridged version without the drama and emotion.
About a week or two ago, Jessica told me that she was moving to Florida and immediately, I tried to get her to stay but there was no way. She's flunking out of her university and then is going to move to Florida after this summer. It's really annoying how straight people just HAVE to base their lives around some other person.
After a few days, however, I said I was sorry for being immature and I should have supported her in her decision. I'm still against it, to be honest...
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If you've been keeping up with me, I made quite clear that my future was rather foggy and that my only dream job which was a game designer turned out to be a total bust after I realized I couldn't handle the most basic of programming classes. I went through a depression for a long time because what was subconsciously going through my mind was that my life is so close to ending yet I have nothing going for me. I don't go to a very remarkable school, my future is hazy because I haven't a clue of what I want to do with my life, I have trouble with men and I am about to live my life alone with ten cats!
I finally found a major that spoke to me. I decided that I am going to become an Art History major! Before you laugh at my decision, I find art fascinating and it's amazing looking at people who have different backgrounds and learning what their definition of creativity is. Also, one of the reasons that I wanted to be a game designer was because it is an under-appreciated form of art and I guess I didn't realize that until I played Persona 4. I guess I really wanted to contribute to the world of art but I have no creative skills so I can't draw or paint or sculpt or program games nor can I film a real movie so this is the next best thing.
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I keep trying to post about more recent news of Sarah but I still keep getting this pesky writers block and I end up not doing it... And yes, the situation with her got worse!
Anyways, I'm at the library and I have finals in about an hour. Maybe some other time, I'll edit this post and make it a bit longer...
Let me give you an abridged version without the drama and emotion.
About a week or two ago, Jessica told me that she was moving to Florida and immediately, I tried to get her to stay but there was no way. She's flunking out of her university and then is going to move to Florida after this summer. It's really annoying how straight people just HAVE to base their lives around some other person.
After a few days, however, I said I was sorry for being immature and I should have supported her in her decision. I'm still against it, to be honest...
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If you've been keeping up with me, I made quite clear that my future was rather foggy and that my only dream job which was a game designer turned out to be a total bust after I realized I couldn't handle the most basic of programming classes. I went through a depression for a long time because what was subconsciously going through my mind was that my life is so close to ending yet I have nothing going for me. I don't go to a very remarkable school, my future is hazy because I haven't a clue of what I want to do with my life, I have trouble with men and I am about to live my life alone with ten cats!
I finally found a major that spoke to me. I decided that I am going to become an Art History major! Before you laugh at my decision, I find art fascinating and it's amazing looking at people who have different backgrounds and learning what their definition of creativity is. Also, one of the reasons that I wanted to be a game designer was because it is an under-appreciated form of art and I guess I didn't realize that until I played Persona 4. I guess I really wanted to contribute to the world of art but I have no creative skills so I can't draw or paint or sculpt or program games nor can I film a real movie so this is the next best thing.
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I keep trying to post about more recent news of Sarah but I still keep getting this pesky writers block and I end up not doing it... And yes, the situation with her got worse!
Anyways, I'm at the library and I have finals in about an hour. Maybe some other time, I'll edit this post and make it a bit longer...