Aug 23, 2006 11:08
Wow. "Now you see it, now you don't".
So, the opera is now a "go". I feel like I'm in the twilight zone, or swinging on the tip of a pendulum.
After much deliberation and a rebellious purchase of a pack of cigarettes, I have decided to participate in the opera. I feel just awful about telling my cousin, Arl. She has been wonderfully supportive and gracious, offering up her home to me. Now I just feel like I'm shoving all of that in her face. Her daughter was so excited to have me come stay with them. She kept saying, "Yay!" "Is she staying for more than a week?" "Yay!" She is going to be sad, and I think that Arl and Jan will be too. I'm sure that they will be very understanding, but still. I was also really looking forward to staying with them. :(
But, as they say, "The show must go on". And it will. This very chaotic time has showed me how loyal my friends and family are. They have been enthusiastic and helpful about every change that has occurred, flip-flopping on the pendulum along with me.
In any case, that's the news. If they cancel the opera again I think that I will go berserk.