::::stares off into space:::::
holy FUCK!!! i am sick and tired of people who dont even FUCKING KNOW ME!! judging me... this little fuck bag is trying to call me a "poseur prep" haha fuck that ho, numero uno... me a prep?? c'mon now.. get real and 2 how in the hell am i a poseur?? uhmmm take a look at yourself.. i dont try to fit in... i am who the fuck IIIIIIIIII am. i dont try to be like all of my damn friends. if one of my friends likes a band that i think is horrible you dont see me listening to them JUST cause of my friends do you?? no the fuck i dont. and you can call me a wanna-be emo poseur i dont fucking care!! to give you some facts.. I DONT LABEL MYSELF!!! SO YOU CAN LABEL ME AS WHAT YOU WANT. BUT JUST BECAUSE I LIKE EMO MUSIC AND WRITE "EMO" LYRICS AS SOME PEOPLE SAY DOES NOT MAKE ME EMO. TO BE HONEST WITH YOU I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM. AM I EMO? AM I PUNK? AM I GOTH? I DONT FUCKING KNOW. BECAUSE I DONT LABEL/JUDGE!!! only GOD can judge... and i dont think you are the Lord so why do you judge people?? AHHHHHH i swear... oh and jaclyn?? "alyssa is sooo lame and gayy i dont like her.. rarr" shut the fuck up bitch and say that shit to my face instead of online. fucking douche bag. i hate bitches like you. as a matter of fact... here is a poem i took from Domenic and it describes you oh so fucking WELL.
its funny how your eyes penitrate my mind
how you think that you know everything i am thinking
but these are my words to your side
this is what im really feeling
you are nothing but a baby, a child moved of flesh
that sits there and thinks you are the world
you think everyone loves you, but really its just a show
a cover up for their TRUE feelings for you
i feel so bad for you when you finally leave your
house and your parents arent there to hold your hands
and wash the dirt from your cheeks. so GROW up.
when will you wake up and realize that everything is not happy.
everything is not okay. depression is very real. i tried my
best not to show it. but i guess i should show you so you
so you realize my life is not like i portray it.
STOP TRYING TO BE THE CENTER OF EVERYTHING. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU AND YOUR PROBLEMS. SO GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND SOTP WHINING YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS FUCKING PROBLEMS. DAMN YOU ACT AS IF EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE SUCKS SO BAD AND EVERYONE SHOULD FEEL SORRY FOR YOU. SHUT UP. YOU BOTHER ME SO BAD. ITS NOT MY FAULT NONE OF YOUR OLD "BESTFRIENDS" LIKE YOU ANYMORE AND YOU HAVE TO FIND NEW FRIENDS EVERY 6 MONTHS OR SO.. GOD GET YOUR OWN LIFE.
wooooo so happy to get that off of my chest.. ooh i took uhmm... some photos yesterday
spill your heart... :) leave me some comments??? EEE>>
-alyssa
its funny how your eyes penitrate my mind
how you think that you know everything i am thinking
but these are my words to your side
this is what im really feeling
you are nothing but a baby, a child moved of flesh
that sits there and thinks you are the world
you think everyone loves you, but really its just a show
a cover up for their TRUE feelings for you
i feel so bad for you when you finally leave your
house and your parents arent there to hold your hands
and wash the dirt from your cheeks. so GROW up.
when will you wake up and realize that everything is not happy.
everything is not okay. depression is very real. i tried my
best not to show it. but i guess i should show you so you
so you realize my life is not like i portray it.
STOP TRYING TO BE THE CENTER OF EVERYTHING. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU AND YOUR PROBLEMS. SO GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND SOTP WHINING YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS FUCKING PROBLEMS. DAMN YOU ACT AS IF EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE SUCKS SO BAD AND EVERYONE SHOULD FEEL SORRY FOR YOU. SHUT UP. YOU BOTHER ME SO BAD. ITS NOT MY FAULT NONE OF YOUR OLD "BESTFRIENDS" LIKE YOU ANYMORE AND YOU HAVE TO FIND NEW FRIENDS EVERY 6 MONTHS OR SO.. GOD GET YOUR OWN LIFE.
wooooo so happy to get that off of my chest.. ooh i took uhmm... some photos yesterday
spill your heart... :) leave me some comments??? EEE>>
-alyssa