wtf?
okay seriously universe: what the fuck?
i just checked my yahoo email, which i rarely use because my blackberry recieves notifications from gmail, and noticed that my mother sent me an email yesterday. apparently, my grandmother is in the hospital and is "not doing so well." um...WHAT THE FUCK? i just called her and left her a message, and I tried calling my grandmother's house to see if her roommate was around to give me details, so now I'm stuck in the dark. She had surgery recently...I don't even know what she had done...but to hear she's back in the hospital? I'm trying not to panic but how can I not?
So usually when I freak out or get upset or just need to calm down, I grab onto the necklace that Emma sent me. it's such a comfort and means the world to me. And so naturally, what should happen when I am blowdrying my hair and look up into the mirror? The opal stone is missing. I combed my floor, the rug in the hallway, the bath mats in the bathroom...I even pulled out the drain in the shower. Nothing. It's gone. I'm pretty sure it was wash washed down the drain. I'm so upset about it.
Today sucks so far.
Oh! AND: I went into the bank to deposit my check and stood at the end of a very long line of people....and the pretty bank teller was closing up her station and leaving right when i walked in the door. *glares at universe*
w.
t.
f.
i just checked my yahoo email, which i rarely use because my blackberry recieves notifications from gmail, and noticed that my mother sent me an email yesterday. apparently, my grandmother is in the hospital and is "not doing so well." um...WHAT THE FUCK? i just called her and left her a message, and I tried calling my grandmother's house to see if her roommate was around to give me details, so now I'm stuck in the dark. She had surgery recently...I don't even know what she had done...but to hear she's back in the hospital? I'm trying not to panic but how can I not?
So usually when I freak out or get upset or just need to calm down, I grab onto the necklace that Emma sent me. it's such a comfort and means the world to me. And so naturally, what should happen when I am blowdrying my hair and look up into the mirror? The opal stone is missing. I combed my floor, the rug in the hallway, the bath mats in the bathroom...I even pulled out the drain in the shower. Nothing. It's gone. I'm pretty sure it was wash washed down the drain. I'm so upset about it.
Today sucks so far.
Oh! AND: I went into the bank to deposit my check and stood at the end of a very long line of people....and the pretty bank teller was closing up her station and leaving right when i walked in the door. *glares at universe*
w.
t.
f.