I WISH

[ubeygoobey]

i wish that i was more confident or that i could learn to love myself for what i am,
OR
i wish i could lose weight,
i wish i was more trusting and trustworthy,
i wish i didnt get jelous of ppl so easily,
i wish i didnt have a temper,
i wish i had more friends,
i wish i could speak to people,
i wish my family were more supportive,
i wish they loved me more,
i wish they liked me for who i am and not for how i look,
i wish they didnt critasize me,
i wish they treaterd me like a daughter,
i wish they recpected other people as well,
i wish they didnt do drugs,
i wish dad would stay sober,
i wish dad didnt scare me,
i wish mum would stand up for herself,
i wish effie didnt get bullied,
i wish she wasnt so stubborn,
i wish she doesnt come out of childhood as fucked up as i was,
i wish she was nicer to mum,
i wish mum could be happy,
i wish i was shorter,
i wish people would let me be,
i wish i was brave enough to seek help i need...in any form,
i wish i was more succesful,
i wish i was more determined,
i wish i wasnt lazy,
i wish people around me would be happy,
i wish people i know wouldnt get screwed over,
i wish i could be loved,
i wish people didnt just use me,
i wish i smiled more often

i wish i didnt have to wish for all of this
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