Wohoo i have internet again!!
its 3 in the morning so i thought i would update.
Livin is crazy, just trying to pay the bills and still eat. I deliver now for round table instead of working as a manager. My least favorite person came back to work there, and i had to work with her recently. didnt matter how mature and professional i tried to be at work she showed her colors as a true bitch and i really remember why i hate her so much. dumb bitch. which brings me to my next point, i dont hate many people. actually im pretty sure its just this one girl. so im allowed to hate her all i want. One of my co-workers told me that my hatred makes me a terrible ugly person and that i should just get over myself. I was kind of hurt by it because i may hate her, but its not like i constantly talk shit, or hardly talk about her for that matter unless she shows herself and gives me a reason to talk about her. whatever, hes a dick anyways.
Im really unsure whether or not im going to go to school this semester or not.. I know i can get the money, but i cant afford to lose hours at work because how will i pay rent and shit.. Its a complicated situation and im thinking i might have to wait longer. maybe till i have a better job and i can not worry about money.. or till i figure out what i want to do with myself at school. cuz at this point, i have no idea.
Ive noticed that since ive been living here ive lost touch with alot of people. and ive also noticed that some people have it in their heads that our house is their own personal hang out, do what they want park in our driveway and eat our food. this is why we got lisa to leave, we dont want a mooching piece of shit in out house.
guess we just have to deal with it.
Livin is crazy, just trying to pay the bills and still eat. I deliver now for round table instead of working as a manager. My least favorite person came back to work there, and i had to work with her recently. didnt matter how mature and professional i tried to be at work she showed her colors as a true bitch and i really remember why i hate her so much. dumb bitch. which brings me to my next point, i dont hate many people. actually im pretty sure its just this one girl. so im allowed to hate her all i want. One of my co-workers told me that my hatred makes me a terrible ugly person and that i should just get over myself. I was kind of hurt by it because i may hate her, but its not like i constantly talk shit, or hardly talk about her for that matter unless she shows herself and gives me a reason to talk about her. whatever, hes a dick anyways.
Im really unsure whether or not im going to go to school this semester or not.. I know i can get the money, but i cant afford to lose hours at work because how will i pay rent and shit.. Its a complicated situation and im thinking i might have to wait longer. maybe till i have a better job and i can not worry about money.. or till i figure out what i want to do with myself at school. cuz at this point, i have no idea.
Ive noticed that since ive been living here ive lost touch with alot of people. and ive also noticed that some people have it in their heads that our house is their own personal hang out, do what they want park in our driveway and eat our food. this is why we got lisa to leave, we dont want a mooching piece of shit in out house.
guess we just have to deal with it.