1 2 3, You Aint Got Nothing On Me
So......whats going on in my life? Well, there are a lot of things going on. A lot of issues that I'm trying to deal with. One thing I can't stop thinking baout is these people that are driving me insane.. I feel so left out sometimes err more like most of the time. I hate it when people keep secrets from, I absolutly hate, especially when the people keeping secrets are your friends.&& especially when the secrets are about you. And i hate feeling like this becccause i know im being hypocritcal and i do the same thing to other people. and i just really want it all to be good. but you cant always get what you want...right?
School is going alright, its not overwhelmingly stressful, so thats good. UGH.... i hate this. i hate all these feelings im having, i hate all the stuff that is happening, i hate being a teenager, i hate school, i just want this to be over. i want to stop thinking about certain people. i also really wish i wasnt such a jelous person, but it turns out i am.
I just wanna die/grow up(two entirely differnt things, i know).
and guess what else everybody? yeap, valentines day is coming up, the fucking worst day of the year for me, the absolute worst day of the year when you have nobody to spend it with. nobody has ever asked me to be their valentine fucking ever, ever! one time this boy gave me chocolates in fifth grade, buts thats cause he knew i had a crush on him and i think he gave chocolates to all the girls who had crushes on him. so yeah valentines day fucking sucks.
somebody shoot me.
School is going alright, its not overwhelmingly stressful, so thats good. UGH.... i hate this. i hate all these feelings im having, i hate all the stuff that is happening, i hate being a teenager, i hate school, i just want this to be over. i want to stop thinking about certain people. i also really wish i wasnt such a jelous person, but it turns out i am.
I just wanna die/grow up(two entirely differnt things, i know).
and guess what else everybody? yeap, valentines day is coming up, the fucking worst day of the year for me, the absolute worst day of the year when you have nobody to spend it with. nobody has ever asked me to be their valentine fucking ever, ever! one time this boy gave me chocolates in fifth grade, buts thats cause he knew i had a crush on him and i think he gave chocolates to all the girls who had crushes on him. so yeah valentines day fucking sucks.
somebody shoot me.