The champ is here!
I.... just don't know. I don't like things at the moment. I just don't know what to do. Ugh.
I get so stressed out all the time. I'm tired of it. It's getting really hard to deal with. Like, I don't cry, right? Who has seen me cry? I can think of like 5 people. But now, I cry all the time, really hard. Like, sobbing. A lot. I hate it. And usually it's around Christian, so I feel bad that he has to deal with that, especially because I'm not usually like this. I just don't have any other way to deal with all this stress. But at least I can let it out, because for a long time I literally couldn't cry, and that was hard. I just wish I could get through this semester faster, because it seems like it's dragging on for ever and ever. I usually don't mind classes and homework, I loved last semester, but classes 5 days a week and working nights is really getting to me. I absolutely detest having to go to class five days a week and only being able to work on the weekends or at night. I know that doesn't sound that terrible, I know, but to me it is. I have class in the late morning/early afternoon, then I have to go to work for the rest of the night. So, I don't have time do do my homework, and then over the weekend I have to work, so I can't afford to hang out with people, but I will anyway, because I can't stand to be alone apparently. I just suck at making myself do anything any more. I don't know. However, now I have to make myself go to French.
I get so stressed out all the time. I'm tired of it. It's getting really hard to deal with. Like, I don't cry, right? Who has seen me cry? I can think of like 5 people. But now, I cry all the time, really hard. Like, sobbing. A lot. I hate it. And usually it's around Christian, so I feel bad that he has to deal with that, especially because I'm not usually like this. I just don't have any other way to deal with all this stress. But at least I can let it out, because for a long time I literally couldn't cry, and that was hard. I just wish I could get through this semester faster, because it seems like it's dragging on for ever and ever. I usually don't mind classes and homework, I loved last semester, but classes 5 days a week and working nights is really getting to me. I absolutely detest having to go to class five days a week and only being able to work on the weekends or at night. I know that doesn't sound that terrible, I know, but to me it is. I have class in the late morning/early afternoon, then I have to go to work for the rest of the night. So, I don't have time do do my homework, and then over the weekend I have to work, so I can't afford to hang out with people, but I will anyway, because I can't stand to be alone apparently. I just suck at making myself do anything any more. I don't know. However, now I have to make myself go to French.