...your face
Hi everyone! I realize I haven't updated this in a while... or read it, actually. Facebook has consumed my online activities. And Chicktionary. You should play it. It's a fun game. Anyway, I'll use the list method. Oh goodness. I just heard a gun. That's scary.
Positive
- Life is fun. I get to hang out with my favorite people all the time. I love it.
- Classes are going pretty well. I still love my math class.
- I like college. It's pretty neat.
- I just got 3 new necklaces, and they're all reeeally pretty. I can't wait for them to come in.
- Thanksgiving is coming pretty fast. I can't wait for that either.
- My grandma said Christian can come to my family's Christmas party. I'm pretty excited.
- I am the happiest I have ever been with Christian. Words cannot describe him. I like being in love.
Negative
- I procrastinate. Waaaayyyy too much.
- I have a research paper due that I should have started a long time ago.
- My room is a mess. It's been worse, but it still needs to be cleaned.
- I have to clean the upstairs bathroom. I've had all week to do it.
- I still don't know what I want to do with my life.
- French is not practical. It's just not.
- I want something with physics/engineering. I like that stuff. But I can't figure out what to do with it. I can't see myself doing anything.
- I am just really confused and lost. I don't like it.
- I just want to do something.
- I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere with school. It's making me unmotivated. Thus, I procrastinate.
- I can't make myself stop. I don't do anything I'm supposed to anymore. I just run around with people all the time and neglect my responsibilitles. It's making my parents really angry.
- I don't like living at home. I just sleep here, and my parents never know where I am and they yell at me. I feel like I'm missing out. And I don't like being at home. I feel so cut off from everything. That's why I'm never home, but then I get yelled at. I just hate driving back and forth. I don't like being that far away from things I prefer being around. But I know I never get anything done at school, because my friends are there. But I also don't get anything done at home, because I sleep. Or just sit around.
- Basically, I'm lazy with everything except fun things. It's a problem.
I don't expect a response from anyone. I just needed to express myself and put things down so I know what's going on in my head. I just needed to vent... to something that wouldn't talk back. I think I'm done now. Good night.