The tearing appart of me

[uberschall]

so support yourself,
lead a life of agony,
and devotion,
no one will find you,
in your frozen home,
feeding off darkness,
and shivering from the cold,
why won't you let anyone in,
and as you run, i hope you choke

in case of wonder,
take this back,
and leave me here,
all alone and weak,
i won't forget your words,
as you screamed them to me,

risk my life,
just to give you my hand,
would be an all to suttle cause,
for one picture of you,
and this picture,
would burn with one match,
so i dig deeper and scratch,

live off an old vision,
aware of the fear,
but afraid of life itself,
and i can't stay away,
i saw these words before,
this time i wrote them down,
so i would not forget,
the tearing apart of me,

watch the flames,
burn your eyes on the paper,
try to scream but nothing comes out,
like a victim of suicide,
a cry for help,
isn't like a whisper,
it's always a scream,
that won't come out,

risk my life,
just to give you my hand,
would be an all to suttle cause,
for one picture of you,
and this picture,
would burn with one match,
so i dig deeper and scratch,

so find me here,
where i belong,
you won't see anything,
except your hate for me...