can't stop
it's been several days, but I still can't stop thinking about...him...I think it was seeing him for the first time since like December that brought all those old feelings back. except that it was easier this time, talking to him without feeling like an idiot. Mum said a while ago, "the age difference seems less as you get older," and I think she was right. I just don't think that I can go another year without hearing from him, like I had to do this year.
I'm feeling really melancholy right now, but the silly thing is, I could still die happy. my biggest dream since freshman year has come true...
random other silly thing...when I was talking to Mum about how much fun Heather's party was, I had mentioned how Jaron kept randomly hugging me and pulling my hair and stuff and Mum was like, "sounds like there was a little flirting going on there." yeah, that made me laugh...I had to tell her, "um, no, that's just what drama kids do."
I'm feeling really melancholy right now, but the silly thing is, I could still die happy. my biggest dream since freshman year has come true...
random other silly thing...when I was talking to Mum about how much fun Heather's party was, I had mentioned how Jaron kept randomly hugging me and pulling my hair and stuff and Mum was like, "sounds like there was a little flirting going on there." yeah, that made me laugh...I had to tell her, "um, no, that's just what drama kids do."