Hey how are ya. Sorry about the months of lag. Still traveling and exploring. Constant travel does things for me. At first it felt slightly avoidant. Now it seems I’ve come undone with no actual home base. Which brings up all kinds of things to be aware of and work through. Hope this finds you well.
Whilst this must have been an amazing and somewhat cathartic experience for you (or so it seems), it makes me realise how even more similar you and I are...
Except you seem to be able to handle emotions - that is, you're able to laugh, to cry, etc.
But - like you - THIS is where you and I are quite similar indeed!
"When I’m approaching a significantly emotionally charged event in my life I have a tendency to run or find an excuse to change plans last minute."
VERY similar. Except for me, it doesn't even need to be an emotionally charged event. Just an event that requires me to be... present. Participate. Be... "up".
The other spooky part is THIS: "The thing about being just smart enough to live in your head is that you isolate and insulate from feelings.". Oh my... I can switch off ANY feelings and emotions and just operate... my "emotion" or feeling of choice is normally numbness!
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Cheers and thanks.
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Hey how are ya. Sorry about the months of lag. Still traveling and exploring. Constant travel does things for me. At first it felt slightly avoidant. Now it seems I’ve come undone with no actual home base. Which brings up all kinds of things to be aware of and work through. Hope this finds you well.
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Surprisingly lovely and deep after all this time.
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Thank you. It’s been a very rich year for growth and adventure.
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Except you seem to be able to handle emotions - that is, you're able to laugh, to cry, etc.
But - like you - THIS is where you and I are quite similar indeed!
"When I’m approaching a significantly emotionally charged event in my life I have a tendency to run or find an excuse to change plans last minute."
VERY similar. Except for me, it doesn't even need to be an emotionally charged event. Just an event that requires me to be... present. Participate. Be... "up".
The other spooky part is THIS: "The thing about being just smart enough to live in your head is that you isolate and insulate from feelings.". Oh my... I can switch off ANY feelings and emotions and just operate... my "emotion" or feeling of choice is normally numbness!
Spooky!
Maybe you and I are distantly related?
(I hope not... I'm not in to incest... LOL) xxx
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