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i dont know why but i'm feeling overwhelmed by a vast array of emtions...there's the feeling of being lonely that has begun to slowly creep its way unto my life...i was wondering when it would peak its ugly head...odd really, where i once found comfort and happiness in solitude, i now seem to not necessarily dread it, but simply frown upon it and wish it would go away. I also feel very lazy...i dont know how much of it is just me being lazy or my body given up on me...i think i'm pushing myself a bit too much...I have soooo much to do before the semester is over and it doens't help that i keep on putting it off...
Perhaps however, what is a bit more alarming is that i've sorta been hating (for the lack of a better wrd) myself lately. Its quite odd. I hadn't felt like that in a very looooooooong time. I think, or at least would like to think that it is a passive thing...Anyhow...the summer is about to start and i'm looking forward to it a lot...my family is heading down to Mexico for about a month and a half...i'm suppose to go with them...it should be cool...hopefully...but what i'm really looking forward to is Hawaii...i might actually be heading to hawaii come the end of summer...well, either that or i'll cruise down to Jamaica with my lesbians...either way, i'm going somewhere and that's for sure...so yeah, i'll go back to my term paper now...
P.S.
i told you it wouldn't take you long to move on
Perhaps however, what is a bit more alarming is that i've sorta been hating (for the lack of a better wrd) myself lately. Its quite odd. I hadn't felt like that in a very looooooooong time. I think, or at least would like to think that it is a passive thing...Anyhow...the summer is about to start and i'm looking forward to it a lot...my family is heading down to Mexico for about a month and a half...i'm suppose to go with them...it should be cool...hopefully...but what i'm really looking forward to is Hawaii...i might actually be heading to hawaii come the end of summer...well, either that or i'll cruise down to Jamaica with my lesbians...either way, i'm going somewhere and that's for sure...so yeah, i'll go back to my term paper now...
P.S.
i told you it wouldn't take you long to move on