Alright...so I said that...

Sep 02, 2005 12:13

I wasnt going to write in these anymore, but there is something I have to write down to get off my chest. Im stupid, I am in love, but I choose to be out of the relationship due to doubts in my mind. I dont think I can stay with one girl right now, and at the same time, I really dont want to go through that whole, getting to know someone thats just so time consuming. Its like I want to be wit her, but I dont want to cheat on her, cause there are all these girls its like wow. What shall I do, I think ill take a month off or something, just get used to the single life, and see if anything else is out there, if not ill go back the girl I love, and I always will love her. I really dont care if im being too mushy or being "Emo" like my homie Thom, cause this is how I feel.

Im so confused...
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