vistor no. 1
I bet if I hadn't had the time, like if I had a job, or a life, or didn't use the internet so much, I wouldn't have met all these people.
I hung out with a few freshman today, some of them are even my age, but I was just plain bored. I felt like they weren't understanding a word I was saying.
So I sat there and didn't say a word until I was spoken to for 30 min.
Then Greg called and I felt like it was better, so I decided it'd be alright to come home.
I was wrong though, it just made me feel worse about myself and what I'm doing.
Love is a funny thing. It makes you feel insecure and juvenile.
[all my good friends know how i feel about marriage.
well...i'd do it. If it came down to it, now i know i'd do it.
and i'm not scared to say it.]
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i've listened to hours upon hours of hardcore, and now its time for rightious babe music. hah. at least i can still amuse myself when i'm down.
i miss my old friends. i want them back.