Pearl Harbor
we talked a little bit tonight, and im really glad we did, because she told me something that really made me worry, but i think we were able to clear it up. im so glad she feels she can tell me things because i really feel like i can help and that she needs it sometimes. she's defenitely moving forward. i hope she keeps trusting that you are going to fix everything that's wrong, if she lets go and lets you. i love her so much. she asked what i would do if she kissed me. its defenitely to early in the game to think about that, but oh ... just the thought in itself is the best moment of my life. oy. yes, im going to church on sunday. NOT FOR HER for devotion to you. as is the rest of my life, devotion to you, and the other things, like her (whatever may come, the outcome is abandoned) are just "benefits" if you will. but there's something special about things like what me and her may have. its not just a benefit, its a way to find comfort, a way to build each other up in a way that just friends cant do. a way to honor you in a way that just friends cant do. i trust in her.
today was good. study hall was wicked boring, i did my math homework and then i felt like shit the rest of the period. it was bad. i walked around the halls (teacher thought i was in the bathroom, of course) for a dozen or so minutes, then i felt better. B period was choir. he tested our voices and our ranges and he seemed really impressed with mine, although i felt like i did horrible because a) we had to sing alone so i had no way to find notes ( i cant read music ) and b) it was 9:00 in the morning so my voice was still asleep. but whatever. i did well. C period. anatomy. we just talked for a while, asking personal questions to learn about each other. that was pretty much the whole period. d... psychology. went over homework. did groups to present the 5 goals of psychology. im really going to like that class. up my empathy and understanding, ability to help. e, physics. um.. we got our logs, pasted in a bunch of useless information sheets into them, and then played this "thinking outside the box" game called Pedals on the rose. i was horrible at it. i didn't understand how to get the answer until he told the whole class how to. i felt stupid. but whatever, im just too mathematical in my head to be thinking outside of boxes. lunch was boring. i dont really remember anything amazing from it. i sat with ashley and chelsey after i finished eating (i got to the cafe first and ate fast). it was fun. f period was english. english is awesome. for now, that is. i have a bad feeling that even though our teacher laughs at all of our comments now, she's going to get sick of us talking all the time real fast, she's going to flip out and then it will be nazi english 101 (134B, actually, but whatever lol) we had homework to write a three paragraph essay on our summer reading experiences. i did not read anything this summer so i just picked a book i read a long time ago that i remember quite well, the hobbit. my essay ended out being about a page and a half. i think this is longer than she expects, but whatever. g period math, same thing~ i tihnk our teacher is going to get pissed at our constant talking all the time. math is so easy. i feel smart in math, all the time, because i always understand what's happening exactly even if the whole class is like wtf is that guy talking about (the teacher being that guy). it made up for the rose game in physics. chris barber got on IM today and messaged me he was like CAESAR and we talked for a couple minutes, but he was on break and he had to go back to work. cool kid, made my day a little bit better (it was already quite good after talking to sarah also).well im going to sleep. cyas.
today was good. study hall was wicked boring, i did my math homework and then i felt like shit the rest of the period. it was bad. i walked around the halls (teacher thought i was in the bathroom, of course) for a dozen or so minutes, then i felt better. B period was choir. he tested our voices and our ranges and he seemed really impressed with mine, although i felt like i did horrible because a) we had to sing alone so i had no way to find notes ( i cant read music ) and b) it was 9:00 in the morning so my voice was still asleep. but whatever. i did well. C period. anatomy. we just talked for a while, asking personal questions to learn about each other. that was pretty much the whole period. d... psychology. went over homework. did groups to present the 5 goals of psychology. im really going to like that class. up my empathy and understanding, ability to help. e, physics. um.. we got our logs, pasted in a bunch of useless information sheets into them, and then played this "thinking outside the box" game called Pedals on the rose. i was horrible at it. i didn't understand how to get the answer until he told the whole class how to. i felt stupid. but whatever, im just too mathematical in my head to be thinking outside of boxes. lunch was boring. i dont really remember anything amazing from it. i sat with ashley and chelsey after i finished eating (i got to the cafe first and ate fast). it was fun. f period was english. english is awesome. for now, that is. i have a bad feeling that even though our teacher laughs at all of our comments now, she's going to get sick of us talking all the time real fast, she's going to flip out and then it will be nazi english 101 (134B, actually, but whatever lol) we had homework to write a three paragraph essay on our summer reading experiences. i did not read anything this summer so i just picked a book i read a long time ago that i remember quite well, the hobbit. my essay ended out being about a page and a half. i think this is longer than she expects, but whatever. g period math, same thing~ i tihnk our teacher is going to get pissed at our constant talking all the time. math is so easy. i feel smart in math, all the time, because i always understand what's happening exactly even if the whole class is like wtf is that guy talking about (the teacher being that guy). it made up for the rose game in physics. chris barber got on IM today and messaged me he was like CAESAR and we talked for a couple minutes, but he was on break and he had to go back to work. cool kid, made my day a little bit better (it was already quite good after talking to sarah also).well im going to sleep. cyas.