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i think too much. about.. everything i need to learn to shut up (my thinking) and just enjoy what's happening around me. i havent had any contact with bretta in a week or so, and its .. interesting. i think time away does relationships good, but im not for sure. once we meet up again and talk about it i will know. it gives people a chance to take a step back and look at what they actually have together. <- cheesy. lol. plus i think this will make her parents happy, considering they hate me, they will like a break from justin. i hope they realize they judged me way too fast and .. yea. im really awake and its 1:30 and i want to sleep but i cant. terry died, so that whole ordeal is finally over, but my mom still talks about it all the time to everyone she knows on the phone. i hate hearing the same story over and over again, even when its to different people and not just me. im hoping to get my iPod fixed and get some time to spend with jon when i have to go the westfarms mall, to the apple shop. im going to see war of the worlds tomorrow with patrick and woodie and maybe other people. should be a good time. i'll be bored until then. i was really depressed about being bored like 3 days ago, i tried to call people but everything was busy for some reason. i thought about it and realized that being bored is fine, the summer is meant to be that way. you're supposed to just sit around and do whatever, be bored if you want, until the school year starts up again. do that every year until until you graduate, then the summer disappears and you do what you do everyday.. everyday. but its good.