Update again!
Wow.
I love boys.
It's actually fantastic not being attached. Although -- way to go, Molly -- I just ended up dancing [grinding] with my ex's roommate for the past couple hours, who is completely adorable and who I'm sort of in love with, but the friend kind of love... I think. But it'd be really awkward to -- *is not a whore* -- switch beds and start hanging out in his instead, so I don't know if I can afford to go there.
And last night, I hung out with these guys who are awesome, one of whom I'm definitely in love with, but that's never going to work, but I want really badly. And the night before, I was with these other guys, all who are adorable, one of whom is beautiful but I can't read at all... And there's this boy I keep seeing around campus, and the sight of him pretty much makes me want to rip my clothes off right there. Then there's a couple guys who obviously want me -- *is not trying to be obnoxious, just stating facts* -- but who I'm not into at all, but are very sweet. GODDAMN. So many boys, so little time!
...wow.
I am such a pimp.
And you know what? Not having girlfriends is okay, because guys will give me liquor, hugs, and good music. In that order. Which, let's be honest, is really all I need.
So I miss home, and I miss all my friends, sure.
But I am loving my life.
I love boys.
It's actually fantastic not being attached. Although -- way to go, Molly -- I just ended up dancing [grinding] with my ex's roommate for the past couple hours, who is completely adorable and who I'm sort of in love with, but the friend kind of love... I think. But it'd be really awkward to -- *is not a whore* -- switch beds and start hanging out in his instead, so I don't know if I can afford to go there.
And last night, I hung out with these guys who are awesome, one of whom I'm definitely in love with, but that's never going to work, but I want really badly. And the night before, I was with these other guys, all who are adorable, one of whom is beautiful but I can't read at all... And there's this boy I keep seeing around campus, and the sight of him pretty much makes me want to rip my clothes off right there. Then there's a couple guys who obviously want me -- *is not trying to be obnoxious, just stating facts* -- but who I'm not into at all, but are very sweet. GODDAMN. So many boys, so little time!
...wow.
I am such a pimp.
And you know what? Not having girlfriends is okay, because guys will give me liquor, hugs, and good music. In that order. Which, let's be honest, is really all I need.
So I miss home, and I miss all my friends, sure.
But I am loving my life.