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[ubercoolgoatpoo]

Theese 2 waitresses at Steak N Shake have got to be two of the nicest women I have ever met, and the fact that they treat me and Jessie so well everyweekend. Makes me HATE those assholes at the table next to us who were giving them a hard time

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god-v-humanity

[gapismylover]

i read and read and still, i stand firm. i know i'm a quitter and a downer, and you have every right to want me to change that. but my faith in "god" isn't going to change me for the better, jackie. it changed me for the worst. it made me hate myself. what good things got accomplished when i thought god was watching over me? well let's see, i got into a major depression and cut myself more than once a day, religiously [haha, no pun intended!]. ya, sounds like "god" made a real IMPACT on my life. he made me feel really LOVED, APPRECIATED, and CARED FOR. no, he was just something else to frown on me. someone else i had to please. and you know what? i don't need another person to make me a good person. i think i AM a good person a good amount of the time. thinking about christianity and fake christians makes me want to vomit. to think that myself and all those "other christians" were supposedly "serving" the same "god" is nauseating. being a christian on sunday but not on monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday or saturday doesn't count. and i was sick of trying for eight days a week when everyone else only tried for one. i can't be in that world. illusion is kicking reality of the world. so this realist is gee oh enn ee. --gone.