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so lately when we fight and you sit there and say stuff like you're going to kill yourself or showing me a bottle full of vodka saying you are going to drink yourself to death.
but this time i got scared and took it seriously...and i said something to try to stop it. oh but then you say things would have been just fine if i didnt say anything? sorry but i dont think things would have been better if i sat there and watched an ambulance take you to the hospital again.
you say you dont want to tlak to me now anymore and that its over for good. well then its my fault i got scared and cared, but i just want you to know that you meant everything to me and ill never forget the year i spent with you.