welp
I got hit with a major dash of depression over the last few days. I called my mom from work to check in on her the other day and she was so sick, I couldn't even understand what she was saying.. and she couldn't hear me... i almost broke down. I'm watching her body disintegrate before my eyes. She was diagnosed in May and now they are saying 2, 3 weeks.... I don't know.
Everything I love gets taken away from me. All I can do is think about my past soiled relationships and my dying mother.
"i never really had a problem because of leaving
but everything reminds me of her this evening
so if i seem a little out of it sorry
why should i lie, everything reminds me of her"
E.S.
Everything I love gets taken away from me. All I can do is think about my past soiled relationships and my dying mother.
"i never really had a problem because of leaving
but everything reminds me of her this evening
so if i seem a little out of it sorry
why should i lie, everything reminds me of her"
E.S.