Join the bandwagon: TO BE COOL, HATE JAJA.

Oct 02, 2005 12:17

You do not insult people just because they choose to keep me as their friend, because that is just so damned unfair to them. It's not his fault that I'm the "seductive" bitch that you give me excessive credit for. Especially YOU, of all people should know him better. Regardless of what anybody else says or does. Leave him out of this. Do not think less of him just because he's not joining your hate campaign.

And do you honestly need to rally everyone else behind your back just to give yourself the satisfaction that you are right and that I am wrong? What's it to you, all the other dirt on me that you keep digging out? You're sick, if it has to take revenge and vindication just to make you feel you're a winner.

I'm actually grateful. All the things that you're doing right now is helping me focus on my priorities. And they're helping me find out who my true friends are. All these things are giving me a new definition on friendship.

I shudder at the thought that I have given the best part of the past couple of years to people who are so hellbent on making me out to be the Bitch of the Century. Condemn me all you want. At another time, I would really have cared. But now, I don't need to 'present facts' or prove anything to people who do not deserve the trust I have given them in the first place.

Natatawa ako sa inyo. Tinatawanan niyo ko ngayon. Hirit kayo ng hirit. Sige lang tumawa lang at humirit lang kayo, give yourselves handshakes because you've all managed to unearth dirt to contribute to your anti-jaja campaign. I'm hoping that all of you can really trust each other. Ang gagaling niyo. Alam na alam niyo ang lahat noh? Sa dami niyong iyan, iisa lang ang nangahas kausapin ako. Sige mag ala-Pontio Pilato kayong lahat. Yung iba sa members ng "campaign" niyo, bakit hindi niyo ko kausapin ng direcho? Some of you even have the gall to share laughs with me, or ask me how I am. Or is just that a way to have more ammunition? Undermine my authority first before striking? Who the fuck gave you the idea that I have authority in the first place? You're all giving me too much credit.

Siraan? Wag niyo kong subukan. I think you're all witness to what I can do. Kung tingin niyo ang galing galing niyo dahil alam niyo ang mga baho ko, wag niyong kalimutan na "nagkamali" din kayo na pagkatiwalaan ako at alam ko rin ang mga baho niyo. Bago kayo mag-report ng dumi tungkol sa akin, review niyo muna yang mga pinagsasasabi niyo. Baka idol niyo ko, sablay din ang kwento niyo. Pare-pareho lang tayo. We're all guilty of the same sins, one way or another. Ang kakapal niyo sa totoo lang. Stirera ba ko? Pero kapag nang iistir ako para sa inyo, tuwang tuwa din naman kayo. Same goes for all the other shit that you're pinning on me.

Sa lahat ng naging pagkakamali ko, ang pinakamalaki ay ang pinagkatiwalaan ko kayo. Ano bang gusto niyong mangyari? Magalit lahat ng taong kilala natin sa akin? Eh di gawin niyo. Sa totoo lang, it will make my job of cleaning up my friendster, my Y!M, and my livejournal friends list easier. Feel free to take yourselves out of those mentioned lists. Or ayaw niyo dahil kailangan niyo malaman kung may nailagay ako sa profile ko or sa blog ko or kailangan niyong pakita sa akin na nag blog kayo?

I may have given you a lot of grief, I may have said things that are not to be said. But I was never vindictive to the point of trying to ruin someone else's life. For all your self-righteousness, watch your step. You might be stooping down to my level. Nakakaawa kayo kung ang magiging basehan ng mga relasyon niyo is how much should you hate somebody.

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Para sa iba sa inyo. ANG KAKAPAL NG MGA MUKHA NIYO. I can't blame some of you for hating me so much, dahil yung mga pinagsasabi niyo sa isa't isa e hindi ko malaman kung totoo o hindi o kalahati. Kaibigan, ingat ka lang. Hindi lang ako ang taong may ability magsinungaling dito sa mundo. Pero okay lang, alam ko alin ang totoo, alam ko alin ang hindi and I've been through worse. Hindi ko kailangan sabihin lahat yan. It'll all come out, all in good time.
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