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i want to figure out the source of all my neurocies... i mean i hate flipping out in class or at people for random shit... it's starting to bother me that i can't slep for a whole night either... like i wake up atleast 5 times each night... i think my subconcious is telling me something but i can never remember what happens right before i wake up... it's like i feel guilty for something all of the time but i have nothing that i can think of that would make me feel guilty... yea there are a lot of things i want hidden but it's not because i feel guilty about them... i wish more shows would pay attention more to themes of acceptance and patience with people because i think that might help a little... god i wish i could have one straight line of thought