Apr 07, 2004 16:59
I have been so freakin' PMS'y lately that I can't even stand it. I want to go do something right now but i'm so tired that I don't really feel like it. Maybe I'll go to the movies. There are a couple of movies that I've been wanting to see recently but haven't gotten around to it. Actually, I haven't been to the movies in awhile. When I lived in Berkeley before school started and I didn't know anybody, I went to the movies all the time so it's kinda wierd that I haven't been in so long. I had a really strange dream last night and its been wierding me out all day. I think I'm just taking it too literally, but it has just left me feeling so unsettled. I talked about it with Mariana and I feel better about it, but it still kinda makes me wonder if I am really doing the right thing. I mean, I know I am, but still. Argghhhh!!! This is why I'm taking a break from boys right now. They just bring so much trouble and confusion that I totally don't feel like dealing with right now. Okay, I'm over it now. I really want this girl Michaela to call me back so that I can go down to Sunnyvale and pick up my rats new cage. It is going to be sooo cool!!! I know they are going to love it 'cause it has all these cool tunnels they can climb in and around and stuff. I hope it's big enough for all of them. I am pretty sure it is, but sometimes you get surprised when you haven't actually seen the cage in real life before. I need to read for school. Blah.