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Oh my god. I want so badly to fix it. To make it work again. But I guess at some point I really do just have to give up. It hurts so much though. To just listen to his voice. To hear how cold it was. I mean, I don't feel like I am in love anymore, or maybe I am. I don't know. I just want it to be better, but I know it never will be. It will never be okay. We just aren't compatible and that's all there is to it. I don't know why I am trying to hold on so tight.