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i hate feeling lonely but ive realized that second and third and fourth chances do NOT work.
youd think id learn after the first time, or first couple times.
basically it sucks and i dont know why im not capable of a relationship because i want one BUT
i think im just going to accept being alone for a while.
its not so bad when youve got great friends.
which i definately do
and im going to the mountain with anna and her cousin in a bit which will be fun i hope
but i need to get to the mall first and do the rest of my christmas shopping, i should probably hurry
i think i might (unintentionally) be a workaholic.
working a double christmas eve, and at 3:45 christmas
and i just got home from working 9-5
i applied to umass dartmouth and fsc
im constantly changing my mind and probably will not be able to escape to somewhere far and new and rule-free.
youd think id learn after the first time, or first couple times.
basically it sucks and i dont know why im not capable of a relationship because i want one BUT
i think im just going to accept being alone for a while.
its not so bad when youve got great friends.
which i definately do
and im going to the mountain with anna and her cousin in a bit which will be fun i hope
but i need to get to the mall first and do the rest of my christmas shopping, i should probably hurry
i think i might (unintentionally) be a workaholic.
working a double christmas eve, and at 3:45 christmas
and i just got home from working 9-5
i applied to umass dartmouth and fsc
im constantly changing my mind and probably will not be able to escape to somewhere far and new and rule-free.