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[uber_kickass]

my grades in school are pretty well, but i dont think im going to continue at this point.
fitchburg state is undoubtedly working better for me than lunenburg was, but i still dont enjoy it and its just not my thing
i want to let the wind take me, or be my own current.
im sick of lectures and orders and expectations
I wish I knew what I wanted.

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[hilary_happens]

do you want to leave the fitchburg state program thing?

[uber_kickass]

nahh i mean for next year, if i drop out of the dual enrollment program i wouldnt be able to graduate with you guys. basically id either have to go back to lhs, or become a high school dropout haha. so im definatly staying with fsc for the next semester

[hilary_happens]

lots of decisions! are you looking at different schools for next year or more of... different options? like traveling and such?

[uber_kickass]

different options, theres got to be more to life than school and lunenburg:] do you have an idea of what you want to do?

[multi_lane]

noooo stay with it! maybe?
i actually did my second semester at mount wachusett (leominster campus), and liked it A LOT more. i don't know if you've experienced this, but people at fsc generally seem to have a mentality "FUCK IT" and an overall disinterest in their studies. people at the mount are older (35+ even), are heading back to college after struggling for a long time, and are very committed and engaged with their studies. i don't know. this time of year seems to suck for everyone. apparently i like writing really long lj comments on your journal haha. sorry hahaha.

[uber_kickass]

im just going to finish up this year at fsc, its not bad or anything i just want to try out more than school, since its really all i know but i know theres more to do out there. and its okay! i like your long comments haha