SO.

[ube86]

Apparently she has a man now
which would be fine, really.
If, you know, she hadnt told me she didnt want/talk to anyone.
I wish she would talk to me
and explain
so I dont have to write her off
as another callous bitch
in a line
of calous bitches
that stretches through the years

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oh so vague

[carady]

maybe i'm just self-centered.... but i hope you dont mean me again... and if i gave you any of those impressions, that's not cool?

[mavienoir]

FUCK OFF. seriously. okay....i ahve tried to call you atleast every other day since i've lost my phone...and its been really fucking hard. i have to track down someone with a phone who'll let me call long distance...who doesnt mind being there when we inevitably get in a fight when you answer. except you never answer, and I keep calling. and i leave messages...and in them i say 'my cell phone is gone....i will call you from this number....or this number....please pick up, if you want to talk to me." but instead, you dont pick up... ever....and i get a call from my friend in portland who has my phone saying 'some guy keeps on leaving really mean messages on your phone and i deleted them coz i knew if you heard them you'd probably fall apart.' cool

Hoy

[ube86]

My messages weren't mean, unless mean is "I wish you were here to pick up the phone, but I guess you're not, whatever." or "I went to a River City Rebels show tonight and thought of you, I even sort of hoped you'd somehow be here. You weren't