Thank you for letting me stay the night. You and your preconceptions, me and mine. Before I even got to you, I didn’t know what to do. Getting back, it was even harder: passive aggressiveness in the extreme. Our cover unaware all the time, which I feel very guilty about, and you getting no sleep.
There are some things you need to realize however. I am in no way bothered when you’re next to me. You could have moved all you wanted and not disturbed me. If I fell asleep too soon, it was because I felt really at peace. You could have put me on the floor, though, if I had known how you need to get comfortable. (I slept on the floor plenty of times.) Bottom line is I love you, and I am very grateful for you and all your considerations.
Please get some sleep today and tomorrow. Know that I had a great night with you. When you get real sweet and ask me what I need, I am beside myself. You should talk to me more and tell me what you need, since I don’t know how to ask so well. Last night/this morning was probably the best of my life, and I never felt more at home than with you. Just hope you let all your worries and courtesies go if there’s a next time.
There are some things you need to realize however. I am in no way bothered when you’re next to me. You could have moved all you wanted and not disturbed me. If I fell asleep too soon, it was because I felt really at peace. You could have put me on the floor, though, if I had known how you need to get comfortable. (I slept on the floor plenty of times.) Bottom line is I love you, and I am very grateful for you and all your considerations.
Please get some sleep today and tomorrow. Know that I had a great night with you. When you get real sweet and ask me what I need, I am beside myself. You should talk to me more and tell me what you need, since I don’t know how to ask so well. Last night/this morning was probably the best of my life, and I never felt more at home than with you. Just hope you let all your worries and courtesies go if there’s a next time.
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