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[ubber_skye]

I have really got to stop making promises, that I cannot keep. I woke up this morning, late for school but yet I still was going to go. Untill I got to the bathroom and got sick. I think I'm just very stressed. I mean, I never get sick. I hope this doesn't ruin my day. My parents are pissed that I didn't go to school. Is it really my fault? But I understand if they don't let me do anything, today. I mean, if I'm too sick to go to school, I am too sick to do anything. Regardless, school tommorow, I am going. I have come to realise, I am just scared. Sounds rather silly, but it's true. I am scared to go to class. Not only because I never go, and going is scary because of my teachers. But I am afraid to be alone, on breaks or lunch, whatever. I equal, lame. I must be off, I'm going to bed, after I finish my drawing.

String together your delights and hang them from the sky
Your stellar desires are worthy of entrancing lullaby
I sit back and listen to your suggested songs
These words and thoughts will keep me from all my previous wrongs

Oh my stars
Glisten way up there
Where you are
Let me wish a dream to be

Dark skies of almost winter showcase the city lights
The noise outside my window is distracting to the night
I'm so disappointed from the way it used to be
I have lost my way in your fields of ambiguity

Oh my stars
Glisten way up there
Where you are
Let you wish to dream of me

I longed to hear your voice and put something to your words
I made the move to listen but you remained obscured
I can't keep pretending that I don't want to try
And feel your warm hand resting here inside of mine

Oh my stars
Glisten way up there
Where you are
Let me dream of you and me