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I can't honestly begin to explain how my life has changed, dramaticly lately. Not only is everything going on around me, but I feel like I myself, have changed, and I am not too fond of it. Though I am still somewhat of the same ol' Skye, with the dimple in her right cheek, and braces that always seem to have food stuck in them, I've changed. Instead of going on, because it may take forever to explain. I have come to think I am going to update every night, to keep everyone updated.
Today I plan on going uptown, and doing some homework at the library or something. I'm getting too far behind, and maybe it's because I never go to class. I'm such a loser. No matter how many times I tell myself, I am going to start going. I don't. I think it's something about the fact I don't feel welcomed around people, or maybe it's because I am allready so far behind I don't see the point in trying. Regardless, I am going tommorow, and that my friend, is a promise. I would like to go to the gym today, tredmills always seem to make me happier. I'de like to go to the movie tonight, 40 year old virgin. It looks rather hallarious. Join me anyone?
In case I didn't mention how wonderful my sweet sixteenth was, it was wonderful. I passed out for hours. Got up again, and danced some more. This just in: Skye loves to dance, like a hooch. I think dancing with Leigh-ann would be fun, she could show me some sexy moves. We are so going to be strippers m'love, I just have this feeling.
Okay so I have myself a great bestfriend, his name: Lucas. He's real supertabulous, and I bet you got jelous just reading that. It's official, I am a loser.
I wonder if anything exiting will happen this weekend. Will Tyrel throw another one of his "awesome parties" will I continue to be a moron while drinking? Who knows.
Halloween was marvelous. Whoever said people get too old for trick-or-treating, they know nothing. Lucas and Garrett are both awesome people, and I must say there are some pro thieves that live around here. I must say, my pillow case was full of wonderful things. I had fun that night. Though I didn't get around to mooning people, like I wished for. I'll have to moon people sometime again though, I find it fun. Perhaps we will drive past the skatepark again and moon people who are standing there! It's the cool thing to do. Almost as cool as getting ripped at the skatepark, but seriously. The bleachers are way better.
Our trip to GP last Saturday, was fantastic. I love my snowboard. The skatepark was awesome, and the mall even awesomer. I wish I could have shopped longer. I love shopping, and I didn't get my slut shirt. God damn. I did get a cool sweater though. I loved it quite a lot.
I haven't been to Dawson in awhile, though I did go to Jennys a week ago or so. I didn't get to see much of anyone, because people are far too busy for me, yes.
Work was horrible yesterday. Not only was I stressed and scared, I was also upset about the stupidest things. I must say I love my co-workers. You guys are like family, and frankly the only reason why I love my job. I think I would enjoy bartending. In fact I think I would love it.
My grandma's not doing too well, in fact she's starting to worry me, alot. Some of the things she does, and says, they make me giggle. Though, inside it kills me to see her going through this. I just wish there was more I could do, to help her out. But merely, not much helps.
My sister's worrying me. I miss her. It wasn't long ago, when we were so close, I feel I could tell her anything, and now. I barely see her, and when I do, we don't talk, we don't have time. I hate how things change. I hate how people change. I believe it's true, high school changes people.
I haven't wrote in awhile, and I think I should. I miss writing, and how it helps. No matter how alone someone can feel, you can always write to make yourself feel more content, almost as though someone's listening, as if someone cares. I made a picture last night while I was talking to Lucas, I like it. It's of a boy and girl, walking. It's all shadow like, and I think it looks neat. I'll post a picture of it, at the bottom of the entry.
I was pretty tired this morning, I had no idea I had stayed up talking to someone super cool untill three. I'm such a nerd. I love it.
So this entry is becoming draggy, and long. So I'll cut this short. I hope to have a spectacular day. Brandy called and asked me if I wanted to do anything, and Tyrel had asked yesterday. Plus me and Lucas were going to the library, I think. I'll have to call him. Since I didn't go to school, stupid doctors. I hate how you wait forever at them damn places.
Today I plan on going uptown, and doing some homework at the library or something. I'm getting too far behind, and maybe it's because I never go to class. I'm such a loser. No matter how many times I tell myself, I am going to start going. I don't. I think it's something about the fact I don't feel welcomed around people, or maybe it's because I am allready so far behind I don't see the point in trying. Regardless, I am going tommorow, and that my friend, is a promise. I would like to go to the gym today, tredmills always seem to make me happier. I'de like to go to the movie tonight, 40 year old virgin. It looks rather hallarious. Join me anyone?
In case I didn't mention how wonderful my sweet sixteenth was, it was wonderful. I passed out for hours. Got up again, and danced some more. This just in: Skye loves to dance, like a hooch. I think dancing with Leigh-ann would be fun, she could show me some sexy moves. We are so going to be strippers m'love, I just have this feeling.
Okay so I have myself a great bestfriend, his name: Lucas. He's real supertabulous, and I bet you got jelous just reading that. It's official, I am a loser.
I wonder if anything exiting will happen this weekend. Will Tyrel throw another one of his "awesome parties" will I continue to be a moron while drinking? Who knows.
Halloween was marvelous. Whoever said people get too old for trick-or-treating, they know nothing. Lucas and Garrett are both awesome people, and I must say there are some pro thieves that live around here. I must say, my pillow case was full of wonderful things. I had fun that night. Though I didn't get around to mooning people, like I wished for. I'll have to moon people sometime again though, I find it fun. Perhaps we will drive past the skatepark again and moon people who are standing there! It's the cool thing to do. Almost as cool as getting ripped at the skatepark, but seriously. The bleachers are way better.
Our trip to GP last Saturday, was fantastic. I love my snowboard. The skatepark was awesome, and the mall even awesomer. I wish I could have shopped longer. I love shopping, and I didn't get my slut shirt. God damn. I did get a cool sweater though. I loved it quite a lot.
I haven't been to Dawson in awhile, though I did go to Jennys a week ago or so. I didn't get to see much of anyone, because people are far too busy for me, yes.
Work was horrible yesterday. Not only was I stressed and scared, I was also upset about the stupidest things. I must say I love my co-workers. You guys are like family, and frankly the only reason why I love my job. I think I would enjoy bartending. In fact I think I would love it.
My grandma's not doing too well, in fact she's starting to worry me, alot. Some of the things she does, and says, they make me giggle. Though, inside it kills me to see her going through this. I just wish there was more I could do, to help her out. But merely, not much helps.
My sister's worrying me. I miss her. It wasn't long ago, when we were so close, I feel I could tell her anything, and now. I barely see her, and when I do, we don't talk, we don't have time. I hate how things change. I hate how people change. I believe it's true, high school changes people.
I haven't wrote in awhile, and I think I should. I miss writing, and how it helps. No matter how alone someone can feel, you can always write to make yourself feel more content, almost as though someone's listening, as if someone cares. I made a picture last night while I was talking to Lucas, I like it. It's of a boy and girl, walking. It's all shadow like, and I think it looks neat. I'll post a picture of it, at the bottom of the entry.
I was pretty tired this morning, I had no idea I had stayed up talking to someone super cool untill three. I'm such a nerd. I love it.
So this entry is becoming draggy, and long. So I'll cut this short. I hope to have a spectacular day. Brandy called and asked me if I wanted to do anything, and Tyrel had asked yesterday. Plus me and Lucas were going to the library, I think. I'll have to call him. Since I didn't go to school, stupid doctors. I hate how you wait forever at them damn places.