Well Its Been A Long A$$ Time Since I Have Updated!
Well i guess there has been alot that has went on. It seems here lately like i do nothing right nemore. Its like nothing ever goes right for me! I would give nethang to find a guy that would treat me right and everything but its like i always throw the good guys away and keep chasin the bad ones... i mean honestly i dont know whats wrong with me nemore ugh.. im not happy with myself i just wish i could be a whole totally different person but i cant and i have to deal with that... i dont know what to do i guess im lost in my own lil world with noone to help me out cause it seems these days that nobody hoenstly cares if i live or die..