Apr 11, 2004 22:31
Lately I dont know where my life is takin me, its like it leads me in all sorts of directions. i dont know how much more of all this that i can take. i think one minute im doing the right thing and then the next min it seems like it was the wrong choice. its like im being pulled in so many directions!!My heart fell back in love with my first love but yet he broke it threw it away and that was the last time i will ever give my heart to him .. nobody knows what the boy put me thro .. to say th least he put me through livin hell.. im sick and tired of all his bullshit playin lil childish games.. so when he called me for the last time to day it was the last time i will talk to him cause i pretty much told him off.. me and jamie got everything straight.. which is good cause he was just tryin to start shit with me and her... but newazs... yea... my heart now is broken , bruised and battered... i just really wish i could find someone to put it back together someone that will treat me right...