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hmm where do i start. i dont really know what to say, i have so much goin on in my head. i dont know if im the one hat screwed things up, or if me drinkin was the last straw. i dont know if he knows how much shit i go through everytime he pulls something like this. i dont know if i should have expected this. i dont know if im going to see him tomorrow, and if i dont, then i dont know how ill take it. i dont know if he does love me as much as i love him, and if he does i dont know if thats anough anymore. like i said i just dont know.