A Young Heart
I wonder if I am being young, ignorant and idealistic.
Is kindness and goodness really over-rated?
Been thinking about what a friend said...
It's best to keep sex and love as two seperate entities
Love means being valued and having meant something.
If someone says they love you and only wanted sex.
Then it hurts because they didn't value you.
It's ok to have sex with someone you mildly like
Because then it won't hurt you as much if they try to hurt you
And it won't hurt as much because you anticipate it
You know what you are getting and it's mutual
It's not hurting anybody
You both benefit.
But I mean...
Is that it?
Just sex?
So should I view women the same way?
Are women only and merely fuck things?
Do they not have hearts and souls too?
Should I not care about that?
Should I fuck all my female friends, leave them and not care for them?
What a lonely, sad, empty, fear strucken and self-damaging life to live...
I'm sorry...
I am human.
I hurt.
I cry.
I love.
I love...
I love...
I love...