Mar 07, 2006 21:42
its been a while.. a long while. im not sure if i want to keep this thing anymore... its not really interesting to me anymore, or anyone else for that matter. plus, we got this huge lecture at school about these things, not that i really listen all that much.. but it did kinda freak me out that ANYONE could be reading these things..
i dont know.. that stupid assembly didnt really apply to me.. im not lonely, i dont go into chatroom looking for people to talk to, and i dont give out personal information to people i dont know. im just sick of getting lectured for **** that doesn't even apply to me. ursuline academy isn't what it used to be, bottom line.
senior year as a whole has been going pretty well. its been a blast so far and will hopefully continue that way. ive decided im going to WVU next year. ill be rowing and studying forensic science. im still hesistant about the whole college thing.. especially going 5.5 hours away not knowing a single person. if you ask me where im going, ill probably tell you im still thinking about it, even though i have and will be making it final soon with my signing ceremony.
i dont know why im soo hesistant.. sometimes i get excited. im excited to try new things, meet new people, and learn new things especially things that interest me. i guess i just get stuck on the what ifs.. and what happens when.. parts. i guess i just wish i could have one of my friends right there with me.
im scared. im not good at going into things blindfolded. it could be one of the best decisions ive made with my life or one of the worst. i guess i just have to take that risk.