O U. silly Lil' You

[u_think_ur_punk]

So today i went through all my old yearbooks and pictures.
It was tuff. I must admit
looking back and who i was really made it real for me.
life changes, people change. life gets harder and everyone handles it in a diffrent way. And in the end its are job to reflect figure out just who we really are.

I AM
Very unhappy
I love horses
I love My Family
I have sever depprsion
I don't good care of my self
The lil' girl who i used to be would hate the current me
I am crying

These things may seem bad, but its who i am.
And the path i chose lead me to this person.
I can't change this.
I Wonder/Wish
I miss one person with all my heart right now. and i'm really questioning if i did the right thing by letting go.

I wish i went to school with Lexi

I wish emily lived closer.

i wish i lived closer to the barn

I wish i could be happy with myself

I wonder where i would be if i had gone to anderson

I wonder if i will turely ever love a boy

I wonder how many more times my heart will break

I wonder why this deprison is so bad

I wish I could smile like you.

I wish i could stop this stupid list.

THis is:
A stress free zone

Not to make u feel bad for me

not for you to read an understand

this is not a place for u to give me feedback cus really its not gonna help me.

THis is for u to read and give me comments like "i love you"

Yes, you should call me so we can talk.

I Miss
lexi
Emily
Miranda
Jimmy
Jared
Nerice
Leanna
Anna
Megan
smiles
Money
Happyness
Not being on some many pills
I miss elementry school
I miss the simple times.