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i'm sitting here at 7:01 9 mins before i have to leave this house. this room this chair, and
the only thought that is flooding though my mind is:
"why the hell do I have to do this"
I feel:
-Like i'm about to throw up
-my head is on fire
-and my thorat is like a straching post
I look :
-like i got dressed in the dark
-i'm homeless
*I forgot to make lunch can't find any small bills to use to by lunch and my father is standing in the door way of my room screaming about how stupid I am and how i'm never going to get anywhere with my life if i don't get my act togther.
%the only problem is that i'm trying as hard as I can and doing everything i can do.
#why am i Still a faluire to him.
Maybe i should just let this go.
But i just can't
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the only thought that is flooding though my mind is:
"why the hell do I have to do this"
I feel:
-Like i'm about to throw up
-my head is on fire
-and my thorat is like a straching post
I look :
-like i got dressed in the dark
-i'm homeless
*I forgot to make lunch can't find any small bills to use to by lunch and my father is standing in the door way of my room screaming about how stupid I am and how i'm never going to get anywhere with my life if i don't get my act togther.
%the only problem is that i'm trying as hard as I can and doing everything i can do.
#why am i Still a faluire to him.
Maybe i should just let this go.
But i just can't
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