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[u_the_last_o]

I want out, I would sneak out but I have no where to hang out. well I do, but the way I would get I wouldn't be able to make it back home. I hope everyone had a nice 4th, I guess mine was ok.

I wish I coulda done something else though with someone special but I have no one special. I am just a lonely boy. whom desires too change what his status quo is. this boy is a goner for now, with nothing but downers on his mind

I don't want to hear your jokes when I need help, I want a serious tone.

eh, livejournal is stupid yet I look to it, to vent. I hate this now that I look at it. I'm just looking for attention I think if I just had my old hood I would be better off. I wouldn't be on the computer all the damned time, I don't like this neighborhood, just one kid I ever see whom is ryan, and ryan if you read this sorry I didn't call you that one day. I just want away from kodak, I want to be in a city. I wish I where to live in an apartment. but no just a house, in a subdivision. I hate it.

I just really need to be fixed. but no one can do it for me, so it feels. so this is pointless. I wish I was at a party. fuck this house.