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well lets share my weekend here friday, I went to church in the evening had fun riding around with t man and steve steve and jason w, oh and the bus was ok too. I was crazy mofo.
saturday, hmm had everything shot and had to go to church and I washed dishes AND I HATE DISHES I HATE THEM SO MUCH being a former dish boy at pizza hut
sunday, today. lets see I was jesus at church, reading and such. and played tennis with alex and went back to church and did nothing.
on a sour note for today I felt every emotion today. love, hate, disapointment, astonished, depressed happy, estatic, loneliness. high points and low points everywhere through out the day.
I must add I am tired of being the nice guy, I am not getting fucking screwed over anymore.
I fucking don't like it, as appossed to anyone liking it. I think this is the first time I have mentioned this in my LJ FUCK SEVIER COUNTY AND EVERY GOD DAMN IDIOT IN IT....oh my, Jason Just said. the gd. I'll do as I fucking well please. and notice it says idiots. not everyone is a moron.
I am tired of the shit. as for anyone whom may say foul language is a sign of lack of inteligence. perhaps it is. but does knowing every word in the dictonary make you feel better. does it let out your frustrations I think not.
I am tired of me. I am tired of her. I am tired of him. I am tired... just tired. tired of school. tired of people leaving me hanging. good life good day.
"you made me smile on a rainy day.
when the rain was of my tear drops.
The day you did that the storm clouds came rolling in.
You Fucked me over, You condemned yourself.
You was my last hope, shot down the drain.
you could have been my star in the heavens.
now your the black hole sucking me dry.
pulling me into a vast open space of nothingness."
saturday, hmm had everything shot and had to go to church and I washed dishes AND I HATE DISHES I HATE THEM SO MUCH being a former dish boy at pizza hut
sunday, today. lets see I was jesus at church, reading and such. and played tennis with alex and went back to church and did nothing.
on a sour note for today I felt every emotion today. love, hate, disapointment, astonished, depressed happy, estatic, loneliness. high points and low points everywhere through out the day.
I must add I am tired of being the nice guy, I am not getting fucking screwed over anymore.
I fucking don't like it, as appossed to anyone liking it. I think this is the first time I have mentioned this in my LJ FUCK SEVIER COUNTY AND EVERY GOD DAMN IDIOT IN IT....oh my, Jason Just said. the gd. I'll do as I fucking well please. and notice it says idiots. not everyone is a moron.
I am tired of the shit. as for anyone whom may say foul language is a sign of lack of inteligence. perhaps it is. but does knowing every word in the dictonary make you feel better. does it let out your frustrations I think not.
I am tired of me. I am tired of her. I am tired of him. I am tired... just tired. tired of school. tired of people leaving me hanging. good life good day.
"you made me smile on a rainy day.
when the rain was of my tear drops.
The day you did that the storm clouds came rolling in.
You Fucked me over, You condemned yourself.
You was my last hope, shot down the drain.
you could have been my star in the heavens.
now your the black hole sucking me dry.
pulling me into a vast open space of nothingness."