if you'd be honest and say what you mean.....
Last night was kinda boring but.....I got outta school and waited for Zac and La to come over. They got there at like 3:30 we hung around and in no order cuz I don't remember...so we went to Taco Bell,Lauren's,picked up Mel,went to Petco got puffers MelGay and I don't remember the other ones name. went back to La's put it in and went to my house, got chinese then everyone went home and I talked to Chuck for a little bit...
Today was weird....I get in moods which most of my close friends who hangout with me where I just don't want to talk or deal with anyone. I was in one of those and Zac came over at like 9 this morning and I don't know I just didn't wanna talk.So we were gonna go to breakfast so I went to take a shower and Zac went and woke up Mel. I got out of the shower and got ready and everything being quiet....It's not that anyone did anything I was just feeling like sad....Mel got ready and we went to get La and I sat in the back like thinking about the weirdest things, like about the houses passes and what I would do if I had that house...or that is ugly...cute....gay....eh. i don't know. then La got in the car and she knew right away something was wrong. I think Mel and Zac sensed it but I think they thought it was something they did so they didn't ask. But I was still silent through most of breakfast and I started to lighten up but I just did to make everyone more comfortable, because I could tell they were uneasy about me or something I don't know...weird mixed vibes.....Then we went to Lauren's?? I think....and then we dropped Mel off. We went back to Lauren's and I fed her little brother and MelGay the fish was eaten by the other puffer right in front of La and I cuz he is gay and I think his name is Pedro. Then we went back to my house and I burned cd's and went to go get Tara. When we got there Zac suddenly decided he wanted to go home...So I figured it was something I had done. So I got to the car and everyone was like WTF is the matter with him? and Lauren told me about how she talked to him last night and how he doesn't wanna deal with me tonight and it is this whole long thing but basically because lately since I have been sad and kinda depressed since Chuck and I broke up I have been kinda sad and upset so he thinks they did something and also he thinks I ragg on him a lot more than like Mel or something....I don't know but I'm pissed about that because you know that make wicked mean remarks about me and you know if I do god forbid I hate them or something....and you know it hurts your feelings what i say but it's just a joke and it hurts my feelings the things they say but I'm not gonna go and like get pissed or cry about it...we are friends more like brother and sister so we are gonna do that.But I don't know and La and I got to talking to about Chuck and everything with him and then with me and I think that Chuck needs to talk to Lauren and I was just on the phone with him and I didn't get to tell him what we talked about cuz he is kinda being/been mean to her...sorry Chuck it's true:( but yea I don't know I'm waiting for Mel to get home from McD's so I think I'm gonna start the process of mending this thing...haha greatest thing......
euhgonoDniveK: hey wana do somethin fun right now?
euhgonoDniveK: its kevin sorry
xLikeAMovieo: who is this?
xLikeAMovieo: Kev?
xLikeAMovieo: donoghue?
euhgonoDniveK: yah
xLikeAMovieo: sure what?
euhgonoDniveK: umm, take a guess?
xLikeAMovieo: what?
xLikeAMovieo: haha no
yeah that would be Kevin trying to get me to have sex with him...haha!!
great intermission!!
yea so anyways....so La and I came home and ate pizza and buffalo wings then went on ebay and made fun of all the emo/hardcore track jackets we were looking at... then Zac wanted to go home but then he comes to my house....hmmm ponders that...yeah he doesn't talk to me though now I am here....
Today was weird....I get in moods which most of my close friends who hangout with me where I just don't want to talk or deal with anyone. I was in one of those and Zac came over at like 9 this morning and I don't know I just didn't wanna talk.So we were gonna go to breakfast so I went to take a shower and Zac went and woke up Mel. I got out of the shower and got ready and everything being quiet....It's not that anyone did anything I was just feeling like sad....Mel got ready and we went to get La and I sat in the back like thinking about the weirdest things, like about the houses passes and what I would do if I had that house...or that is ugly...cute....gay....eh. i don't know. then La got in the car and she knew right away something was wrong. I think Mel and Zac sensed it but I think they thought it was something they did so they didn't ask. But I was still silent through most of breakfast and I started to lighten up but I just did to make everyone more comfortable, because I could tell they were uneasy about me or something I don't know...weird mixed vibes.....Then we went to Lauren's?? I think....and then we dropped Mel off. We went back to Lauren's and I fed her little brother and MelGay the fish was eaten by the other puffer right in front of La and I cuz he is gay and I think his name is Pedro. Then we went back to my house and I burned cd's and went to go get Tara. When we got there Zac suddenly decided he wanted to go home...So I figured it was something I had done. So I got to the car and everyone was like WTF is the matter with him? and Lauren told me about how she talked to him last night and how he doesn't wanna deal with me tonight and it is this whole long thing but basically because lately since I have been sad and kinda depressed since Chuck and I broke up I have been kinda sad and upset so he thinks they did something and also he thinks I ragg on him a lot more than like Mel or something....I don't know but I'm pissed about that because you know that make wicked mean remarks about me and you know if I do god forbid I hate them or something....and you know it hurts your feelings what i say but it's just a joke and it hurts my feelings the things they say but I'm not gonna go and like get pissed or cry about it...we are friends more like brother and sister so we are gonna do that.But I don't know and La and I got to talking to about Chuck and everything with him and then with me and I think that Chuck needs to talk to Lauren and I was just on the phone with him and I didn't get to tell him what we talked about cuz he is kinda being/been mean to her...sorry Chuck it's true:( but yea I don't know I'm waiting for Mel to get home from McD's so I think I'm gonna start the process of mending this thing...haha greatest thing......
euhgonoDniveK: hey wana do somethin fun right now?
euhgonoDniveK: its kevin sorry
xLikeAMovieo: who is this?
xLikeAMovieo: Kev?
xLikeAMovieo: donoghue?
euhgonoDniveK: yah
xLikeAMovieo: sure what?
euhgonoDniveK: umm, take a guess?
xLikeAMovieo: what?
xLikeAMovieo: haha no
yeah that would be Kevin trying to get me to have sex with him...haha!!
great intermission!!
yea so anyways....so La and I came home and ate pizza and buffalo wings then went on ebay and made fun of all the emo/hardcore track jackets we were looking at... then Zac wanted to go home but then he comes to my house....hmmm ponders that...yeah he doesn't talk to me though now I am here....