**sighs**
well life so far has been pretty good i guess... slowly over coming the obstacles of heartache and drama... i miss the good ol' days just being with him tho... i try sooo hard to forget everything but its always gonna be there in the bak of my head... ive accepted moving on... today i saw a pic of him and her and it made my heart sank to the floor.... i know i should be strong and just forget cuz of all this shit.. but its hard... on a brighter note... ive been chillin it with some cool cats lately and they are awesome friends... been going bak to church... as you see im trying to change my life for the better... mold it into a better person... i wish i could take bak all those moments wen i hurt someone or felt that i was a bitch... cuz my intentions werent bad at all... i miss alot of ppl i used to hang with... but i dont know.. lifes changing right in front of me... i guess im going thru the term "growing up." reality is kicking in with S.A.T's and what college i want to go to... getting a job soon. I wish i could be a lil kid again where your heart never broke and you depended on good ol mommy and daddy. oh well...