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hey peeps once again im writing in this journal thing... well today went "ehh" it couldve been better...this morning I had gone to the freshman meeting saying that theres going to be a carnival and we need to help them to raise money. Yeah, and lunch has goten alot more lonelier... life has gotten so boring. Ive noticed that i was happier with someone than without. With my last ex I was so happy and I was always looking foward to the next day. But due to him likeing another girl we broke up, since that day, I've felt really really lonely, cuz then everyone else started pairing up with each other. My mom is always saying how fun it is to be single, but how could it be fun if everyones taken? I dont know thats how my everyday has been. I just wish I could be as hapy as i was before, but I cant ask for that, its just too much. but im just wondering how my "semi quince" is gunnu be, usually wen you go dancing you have that "special someone" to dance with like sure its nice dancing with friends but its more intresting wen you dance with the one you like and likes you back, **sighs** well whatever makes everyone else happy right? I know im talking alot about having that 'person' but i dont know... it just feels really nice having someone. Like my friends boyfriends always support them for choir er other things and my friends support em back, I just wish i had that...Oh well, apparently god doesnt want me to be with someone...Buh Bye Evelyn