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Hey guys, havent gotten on in a while... well, im single now, wew... i was really happy with him, but i guess he wasnt with me. Hes turning into his "rebel" old self again... going back to the "im so chingon" stage... it makes me sick. Ive been trying soo hard to move on. Like i'll be hanging out with my friends all badass and say "i dont need him hes a jerk" then i come home and just listen to music and think of things in the past... then i cry... i hate it... i wish i could spend every minute with my friends, i love them to death! I'm starting to hang out with julia, lizzete, n chris more and im enjoying their company... we've all gone thru the same shit so its cool to relate to one another and just be crazy. I have noooo idea what to be fer halloween :( hopefully i could come up with something good... **sighs** just last year i was a black girl holding hands with a black guy (haha me n my ex were black folk) Oh well... times change and they go by fassst. One minute your madly in love with the guy that you think is perfect, then the next your home eating froot loops crying to every song you hear in the radio hahaha. Thats life fer ya. I'm so dangerously close to gettin ma car and i cant wait! i just want to get out of this house, this room and be able to go places instead of watching re-runs of south park haha. nah well im gonna go now its 10:48pm and yeah... pretty tired so until next time Buh bye
-Evelyn
-Evelyn